Friday, June 26, 2009


Don't know what's so wrong with my holidays this time but
i just had enough with the people nowadays.

ARGH. just how STUPID, FOOLISH and BAKA I am
to trust them once again and again? Seriously speaking,
why am i always the one to forgive and forget
just to avoid conflicts between friends?
and after the whole incident, i am the only one to get
hurt, by the both of them? how unfair.
but one thing that i realised is i know that i couldn't
put my trust in them anymore...
one more year, just one more year that i need to put up with.
jiayou bah.



p.s. songci, thanks alot dear! i'm deeply touched and
appreciate it! meet up soonie ne! meeting meeting! (:
joycie, thanks thanks thanks!
thanks for your words and everything!
thanks for supporting me and crazy together for
SS501!!! hyunjoong! kyujung! LOL! haha.
will seeya on july 11th oh! please look foward to it!
muahahaa! ^^



Monday, June 22, 2009


Because I'm Stupid by SS501

I'm really, very foolish
I know of no one other than you
You're looking at someone else
Yet you have no idea of my feelings like this

I won't be in your days
I won't be in the memories either, however
Only you, I looked only at you
And the tears keep coming

As I watch you walking past, I'm still happy
Even though you still don't know my heart
I should stop this and go

I really want to see the day
I'm withstanding the pain each day
"I love you" is playing on my lips

Alone once again, crying for you
Alone once again, missing for you
Baby, I love you, I'm waiting for you

I won't be in your days
I won't be remembered either, however
Only you, I looked only at you
I'm making memories alone

Loving you is like having a beautiful wound
I look at your pretty smile also
But I cannot laugh with you

I'm thinking about you so much everyday
My heart is hurting in all these sad days
"I want to see you" is playing on my lips

Alone once again, crying for you
Alone once again, missing for you
Baby, i'm waiting for you, I love you

Bye bye, never say goodbye
Even though I cannot hold you like this
I need you, I cannot say anything more, I want you
I keep on hoping too, I'll keep hoping....

I really want to see the day
I'm withstanding the pain each day
"I love you" is playing on my lips
Alone once again, crying for you

I'm thinking about you so much everyday
My heart is hurting in all these sad days
"I want to see you" is playing on my lips

Alone once again, crying for you
Alone once again, missing for you
Baby, I'm waiting for you, I love you


p.s. i should scream shouts cry and just force myself to let go of it..
i won't want anymore hurts from him anymore..
ganbatte ne! i can do it!



Thursday, June 18, 2009


“一定要幸福哦!”
我常常和自己说这一句,
我可能一辈子都不会实现的理想。
是对自己没信心还是对对方没信心呢?

我好几次都放弃能够幸福的谈个恋爱,
虽然一部分理由是父母反对,
但另一部分是放不下那一个他。
我骗了家人,朋友,
但就是骗不了自己,
总是自欺欺人。

如今我发现,
我还是那个胆小怕事的自己。
好好地反省吧!醒醒吧均竹!





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