Wednesday, May 27, 2009


Everything seemed so real.
So real, as if they happened before
or even as if they are about to happen...

I started having strange and weird dreams
ever since these holidays..
I don't know what reason but they are all
about my secondary school friends
and life during those days..
Even so, i get mixed dreams such as
dreams about my nafa friends together with
my secondary friends.. these stituations
occurred and as if they all took place some part
in my memories.. I couldn't really explain that
well but its just I had this odd feeling after I
had all these dreams..
I'm unsure whether these are going to happen
or they happened to me before..
I totally had no idea what these symbolize,
just feeling uneasy about this unusual incident..

whether or not they happened before or not,
I'm just hoping these will not happen in reality.



Tuesday, May 26, 2009


HOLIDAYS. HOLIDAYS. HOLIDAYS.
OTAKU. OTAKU. OTAKU!
been locking myself up at home these few days
and feeling like an otaku already!
omg omg omg.
still, no news for jobs yet!
siannn. so am i gonna waste my holidays and do work
during this holidays?
NO!!!!
ヤダ! 絶対ヤダ!!!

been feeling really low recently,
i'm stressed even i'm just at home!
other than helping out with home chores,
mop the floor, sweep, did a little on cooking..
there's nothing useful i did man!
bored! bored! bored!
i wanna go out so badly,
but i'm sorta been grounded somehow..
by myself though. haha.
なんかね、最近わ友達連絡しないね
どしたろうね、自分も分からんない~
sighs. oh well, gotta start pull myself together ne!
jiayou!
i know i will find my way through de(:

p.s. JAYKAY, thanks. i know what you mean, but
i hope keep some things in myself so... no worries.
don't ever you regretted helping me please..
YOU did helped, but in other parts of my problems..
thanks anyway!



Thursday, May 21, 2009


i want to be back in time.
i want a time machine.
i want my close friends back.
i want my old self back.
i want to stay the way we are in the past.

we changed, he changed, she changed.
EVERYONE changed.


and why can't people STOP changing?
WHY?



Wednesday, May 13, 2009



there is always a beautiful sunset to end my everyday(:
assessments are finally over.
though had a very bad critque, cried, stressed out,
complained, moaned and did everything else to
let it go, but still feeling abit uneasy about this
assessments. worried sick for the results,
the gpa, the grades but who knows? i maybe
even getting better results! (this is over positive)
haha.
had been searching for jobs badly recently,
called my friends to help to look out..
anyone?
any ART related jobs needed assistant?
any jobs needed workers badly?
haha. i'm like lelong-ing uncle man.
oh well, i'll just have to pray for more interviews
and phone calls! jiayou(:
must get used to the busy-ness despite it's holidays!
ganbatte yo~ year 3 coming!



Sunday, May 3, 2009




I ran
I trippped
I fell
I got up

I ran again
I tripped again
I fell again
I got up again

will they just stop?
till when I am gonna learn my lesson again?
or till I can't trust nor believe anymore?






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