.....years on earth.....
(a track back)

15th year (2005) :

-Doesn't care for studies, results getting worse.
-Outing with friends almost everyday.
-Growing fatter and fatter with long john silvers,
kfc and mcdonalds every lunch.
-Slacking during lessons, remedials even extra classes.
-Happiest and most forward looking birthday,
loved his present and wishes(:
-Memorable sec 3 adventure camp!
-After getting results, cried over it, swearing will
work harder in sec 4.
-Holidays been the same, spending time on internet!


16th year (2006):

-Advanced to sec 4 smoothly, started working hard.
-Got in touch with my art teacher who influence me deeply.
-Had the sweetest birthday. (:
-STUDY, STUDY, STUDY!!!
-Spending most of my time on studying for 'o' levels.
-First free tuition together with my friend,
most talented teacher ever met.
-Working hard on maths and science, my worst subjects.
-Graduated from bgss, happily yet upset.
-Spending long long holiday with my computer.



17th year (2007):

-Gotten back 'o' lvls results, cried like crazy.
-Surprisely my science better than my maths..
-Got the saddest news from dad...grandpa left us.
Heard him cried over the phone, heartbroken.
-First time attended the wake.
seeing my own family member sent into the incinerator,
those grieves and sorrowness i can never forget.
-Had myself looking into classified section of straits times,
looking for a job.
-Received my first pay, working at sing post.
-First contract work at hush puppies, 2 months,
had a hard but great time doing sales!
hitting the sale target every month, getting
commissions, pay day! (:
-Enrolled into NAFA, happily studying art.
-Class 1M. Had new friends, an enjoyable birthday!
-First time and enjoyed being the class rep!
-First presentation with classmates, fun and funny... XP
A grade for the group presentation, happy happy!
-A united class but had to separate into different classes.
-Fruitful and unforgettable year.


18th year (2008):

-Issues with new friends, but gotten closer to other friends.
-Became the class rep again, had lots of problems with friends.
-Class 1C, new friends, new birthday celebration!
-Draw, draw, draw! Paint, paint, paint! Read, read read!
-6 months at NAFA, still struggling to get 3points for GPA.
-Joined the NAFA student ambassador, involved in
open house, orientations and such..
-Social circle became bigger, learnt how people can gossip crazily..
-Assessments, daily work, projects, presentations, essay writing,
gradually became used to them..
-New group of friends, closer friends.
-Chosen for the study trip, to NEW YORK CITY!
-Unforgettable, exciting, amazing, new experiences at NYC(:
-Find myself grown up a little, (as well as growing fatter..XP)
after the trip and also getting myself confused too.
-Indecisive, contridicting, hating people who gossip behind people's backs.
-Ended the year with a terrible experience on christmas, but
started a new year with great music station special!
(kat-tun! news! arashi! kanjani 8! flumpool! mr children! )


19th year (till april 2009) :

-HAPPY HAPPY new year!
-Started a year with nothing but studies in mind.
-Day by day, study study study...
-Ended up slacking, relaxing more and more as each day
passes by..
-Had the idea of not celebrating birthday for the first
time in my life.
-Spent alot of money on art materials this time,
as well as food at TCC...XP
-Keeping in touch with my secondary school friends..
-But hating friends around me, started drifting apart.
-Detest people who play-actor infront of guys.
-Starts to hate school, first time skipped a lesson.
-Visiting the national library more, borrowing more books.
-Piles and piles of work left untouch, undone, and not completed.
-Up till now, been depressed for months which affects
my studies...
-Struggles to work hard, trying to ignore some annoying
incidents and situations...
-Been wanting to ask my friends,
"Do I looked happy to you?!"
-Forcing myself to look on the brighter and positive side!!!
-Well, I will be fine, as long as I stay strong... for now.

To be continued...